
2 reasons
1. I left my old job just over a month ago. I was a web-interface designer. Now I have gone Freelance trying to focus on Illustration, although I still do mostly Graphic design and web- interface design. I have been working really hard trying to set myself up.
I used to work on
"fun deviations" for an hour a day after work an this last little while ( since I started freelancing ) I have had no time for that. I am really keen to draw something just for fun again.
2. I really want a wife and child. I am
29 and I really want those 2 things now in my life. I don't know why, but the thing I want most in my life is a baby girl. Obviously I want her to have a mom that I am married to ( and that I love )
This may come as a surprise to a lot of my followers on DAI am busy trying to become a man that a woman can trust in to provide for her and a family, it is scary for me now because my life so far has been very meaningless and care- free. .....But when I see a couple that loves each other , then I see something there that my heart really wants. Even if my life becomes really difficult for a while, those are the 2 things I want more than anything in this life....a wife who loves me, and a little girl/ or boy.
I will try my best to keep on drawing, but those other things must take priority for me at this time. I will try my best to draw a nude toon girl when I get some free time 
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